I have been training for a 1/2 marathon for the past 18 weeks and things have been going fairly well. I ran my "big" 11-miler a couple of weeks ago, and while it wasn't the most fun i've ever had, i did it and it gave me great confidence that i would be just fine with 13 miles. The race is now 10 days away, so i've been tapering lately. I thought things would be getting easier now, that i would look forward to my "short" runs and tackle them easily. I'm not sure what it is, if i'm just tired of training, if I can't breathe because allergy season in Wisconsin has begun, or if i've just lost my drive...but my last 3 runs have been absolutely awful! i couldn't even finish 5 miles this morning, i barely finished 3.5 and that was with walking! what has happened to me?? what am i going to do in 10 days when my body shuts down after 4 miles and i still have 9 left?!?!
i'm sorry to be debbie downer, but i'm just frustrated that all my training has brought me here. i hope this passes soon, i need to get my confidence back.