Have you ever seen a women crying on a treadmill?
Luckily, there was absolutely no one in the gym this afternoon as I mounted the motorized beast and started the track. Easy now...easy. I walked for 3 minutes then ever so slowly inched my way up to a snail-like 5.0. Oh GOD it felt so good to run. I watched my form carefully - trying to remember everything my PT said about landing...pad then heel, pad, then heel. This sounds easy but I can tell you I now I have a much greater appreciation for what toddlers go through. Re-learning to run isn't easy.
I ran at this slow pace for 20 minutes. 20 MINUTES! And no pain! Not wanting to push my luck, I finished my hour long workout on the eliptical machine, but now I have hope. The last time my PT checked me I could only go for 2 minutes without the searing pain returning in my knee. Oh, the miracles of rest, cross-training, stretching and hope.
I cannot express what it felt like to be running again. It was like I had thrown my arms around a friend I had not seen in years. Yes ladies, this is what addiction feels like. And I cried. Yes, I actually cried.
I realize that is is going to take a while for me to be able to work back up to 4, 6, 10 miles. But the great thing was that I had good aerobic conditioning and I did not feel winded or out of breath at all. OK - so a measly pace probably wouldn't get me winded, but hey, let me have my fun, OK?
The kid is back! Just not all the way...yet!